Always thinking about you :D

It was twilight., waves hitting the shores at irregular intervals.

It was blocked by a small  foot and he Vivek walked with a constant speed on the shores.

His mind was completely empty, a pair of foots always follow along with him was not present today.

His hands were not filled with wet as everyday, it was usually moist and wet by her hands which holds him firmly..

But her presence was missing. That makes him feels exhausted.

Vivek gazed at the tides and started thinking about that incident .

"Why I am  completely out of mind ? is it because of her ! No it can't be because of her,

Before I met her, everything was usual and fine. I used to be alone in the beach for days. I love to be alone for days. 

Now without her everything seems to be so long ... I can't even pass a minute without her ? How important she is for me ?

I can't hold it anymore "

Vivek popped out his Moto-E from his pocket and he unlocked the pattern lock with the letter 'S', the first letter of her name

His fingers made so easy with her 10 digit mobile number, as they are comfortable with those a thousand times .

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In the mean time again he started his thoughts 

"We both went to the movie for the first time and whose mistake to choose for the juice shop before dropping out her.

She was a steady girl, not like me but why did she spilled the juice completely on me and spoiled my best and favorite white shirt which was bought by my sister from his first salary.

What she will do once she saw this T shirt ??? :-(

Why my anger suddenly fall over her .. it is my mistake to scold her a little more than the other days. 

And why she left with an anger on that day.

She took my happiness and my soul with her ."


A Mobile phone with a "Popey" ringtone started to ring on the flat no B31....

A girl with heads on her knees with a face which was tear-strained impressions all over it.

And a smile suddenly comes out of her face and he took the phone slowly and wait for sometime and attend the call.

"Sorry "from the other end of the phone Said Vivek .

" Is it so ? , I thought you just dialled the wrong number " She said.

" Sorry again .. I was always the person to say sorry whatever happens ... Even though I called you ... You was hard on me ! I give up lot of things just because of you  " with anger said Vivek.

" Oh you are the one who is capable?  I too did a lot of things just for you... But you never gonna realise me ? Dont break my heart again Vivek " she disconnected the line abruptly ...

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Vivek move an another step as he was completely confused. and started talking to himself

"What I have done ! Like other time .. I did make the situation completely worse !

I was the one who make this situation bad  or even completely worse...

I shouldn't scolded her ... It was not her mistake ... Ya, she was calm and did a lot of  things just only for me ... She even  missed her beautiful because of my hectic schedule ... I did wasted a whole day on her birthday. I thought of meeting her on early morning but I only made it on afternoon ...

She was very calm even in afternoon ... It was only meant for girls ... She was my girl "

Again he dialed her number and phone started to ring ... 

But this time a busy tone ... indicating that she was not interested to pick his call ..

Vivek gazed into sky and thought "As like this sky over me my problems are also have no limits ".

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Vivek heart was broken and she shook his head to sense this was real. It was like a day dream for him..

"It was her who was cute in both aspects of beauty and attitude. who changed me completely. But now I am standing without her. Every thing in my life has a good amount of contribution from herself ..

If it was a day dream I will feel relaxed . But it wasn't 

She .... "

suddenly his phone stared to ring "Mr.Bean" ringtone ... 

It was her

Vivek with a nervousness said "Hello..."

"Sorry " a voice from the other end and  which makes Vivek to thrill 

and she continued " You wonder this was the first time I am saying sorry ... Hmmmm ..

I know you are angry with me ... You are the first person to say sorry always whatever the problem is !

I know you very well as you do .. you was a small boy with an ambition to capture the world.... 

I want you to be happy all the time. And you of course you are happy when I am with you.

But now you are depressed. I too can feel it ... Because I like you more than I do myself.. 

I always want to be on your side no matter whatever happens ...

I know how much I am important for you and to your happiness..


This is the first and last time I am saying sorry ... 

Bye ... 

Now it too feel comfortable ... Mom is calling me ... "

Vivek with an sudden enthusiasm stared running on shores and his mind never stopped thinking about herself ...

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