Two Facets of My Love (Part –I)

Vivek woke up so early. It was a cool morning. Wind breezes through the window. Vivek eyes are red. It looks like Vivek haven’t slept well. Yesterday night every micro second he is thinking of herself. Today comes a day finally. Today is her birthday.

          Sivagami woke a bit late. Every day she used to wake up so early. But today she thought of giving herself bit of a moment. Today was her birthday. She was an organized girl she woke up early and she always goes to sleep early. But now she is having hiccups in maintaining schedule. The clinging reason behind this was none other than Vivek.

          “Dai, anything special today?” asked Gowri.

          “Mom, nothing like that just today I want to hang out with my one of my best f….” said Vivek in a hasty manner and rushed himself into wash basin with his brush.

          It was 7 AM in the morning. Vivek rushed into the kitchen, which was against Gowri’s protocol. She always wants Vivek to be outside of the Kitchen. She always thought foods spoils knowledge.

          Vivek took a few hot idly on his plate. And went to his lawn. The morning air started to grow vigorously.

With loud sound “cling” glass vessel fell from the shelf and hit the floor and it shattered into pieces. The pieces of glass occupy the whole room. It was Sivagami’s favorite vessel.

Sivagami was in a hurry as she didn’t noticed well the aloud reverberation across the room. And her eyes always glancing at her watch and her thought always saying

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“Again I am going to be late. Vivek  is gonna be mad at me ? why the Damn time is moving so fast. I am just a kind of girl who never be on time especially after I met him“
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Vivek standing on the bus stand and waiting for the bus as his bike was broke down yesterday night. Something weird running on his mind

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“Why Sachin is not going planning to train any team. May be he is having some other plan to train a young team. That’s of course a better choice if he having the second one. Wait, What I have to present to Sivagami?. Today is her first birthday after we stared our relationship”
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Sivagami got a 12C bus on the run finally. She got a windows seat, as it was Sunday it was not having a serious crowd. After mading her comfort, she saw a girl and boy sitting together in a seat opposite to her.

In the meantime Vivek is still standing for 5A bus to park from his destination as he will only have a five minutes of journey to the Park rather an hectic half an hour journey for her.

Both of their thoughts started to look past in their life.
   
        ************* PAST ***********************

It was the day both met. It was Monday both were in a hurry. Sivagami was going first project review that was the first day she was late behind the clock. Vivek is on his way for his job search. He tired of searching for job.

Both were standing in the bus and it was too crowded. Both can barely stand.

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       Her mind  
“Today everything went wrong from the beginning. I think I gonna miss my initial project review, O God Please help me . Make something and make my reviewer to be late. Please please . I beg you”.

His Mind
“Better I can return home rather than dying here without a job. Why people can’t understand a real talent. Whom to blame ? me or society ? , Ugh !”.
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Sivagami stood on Viveks foot with his slipper.

Vivek hold his nerves and called her

“Excuse me! Can’t you step aside of my foot ?”

“Is this a crime? I don’t think so. That was a unexpected break what do you expect from me ?”

“Miss I not blaming you. Any way why can’t say a simple sorry ?”

“You are looking like an old-school ?”

“Miss I can’t get you ?” and Vivek glanced over himself. Yes she was damn right, he was an old fashioned person .

Vivek took an immediate decision to change his entire attire. Vivek thought was interrupted in the meantime by her speech.

“Its drivers mistake, not mine!. Go have a wrestle with him instead of me” and she turned abruptly.

Days went off. Vivek got a job in an IT company and he was always thinking of her. He got a feeling in his mind that she was the reason behind everything.

“It was a golden age after I met her. She was really a good person. She did a good thing to me? When I gonna meet her again?”

Sivagami was in a trouble. Her project was a complete disaster. As they are in a situation that a magic would recover out of their situation.

After few days Vivek went to a children’s park. He love almost anything in the world from a grain of sand to stars outside of the universe. He went to that park for the first time. He saw children’s playing with so much rejoice it would really chirk up anyone’s mind.

But he saw Sivagami was sitting with her hands on her head and she was crying like a child in the public.

Vivek was shooked sawing her crying.

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 “I  thought she was a brave girl, obviously. Why she was giving up her confidence easily. Curse you girls”

“ I was really out of mind. Why I am crying like a child  for a simple project review, even reviewer didn’t scolded me too much. But anyway I failed”

“Thank god for showing her , I was in a  of thought of thanking her whenever I saw her. But it wasn’t the right time to do such things. But anyway I gonna speak to her”.
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He went before her and said “Miss, are you Ok?”

“Am not! What do you gonna do?” shouted Sivagami

“Sorry, But I am here to thank you for changing my life.”

“What the hell you are taking about? Are you flirting with me? What kind of nonsense you are taking about?”

“Flirting, sorry I thought it was just a thanks giving. Even westerners even got a day for it too. LOL just kidding “

“Ha ha ha “

“Thank god you laughed. By the way it was not a good joke”

She can’t hold her laughter and she burst out of laughing and she laughed like anything.

“Ok ok now I got you. You are the one who I scolded you while I was on the Bus. I was being too harsh”

“By the way you changed by attire and now I got a job it’s solely because of you and thank you. By the way you look beautiful while smiling rather than weeping. But any way you look beautiful even in weeping. Just joking ya “

Talking about the physic. Vivek was tall boy and he was lean. His black hair always used to cross his eye brows. Coming to Sivagami. She was having a dark and black eye. Her hair was long. She was of average height. And she was very beautiful and elegent.

“That was great. This was the only thing I did. Wow Finally I did something that is useful. Not like my useless project”

“Anything I can help you with your project? “

“I was doing in Microprocessor for automatic parking sensors ? will you help?”

He was a computer professional. Before he met her he was always thinking of helping her. This is the only way he can do it.

“Let me try by the way give me the project details and your phone number“

“You can mail me, and I don’t have a mobile by the way” said Sivagami

Finally with lots of trouble in with a help of his friend he completed her project and mailed her. But he didn’t got any response rather than that one “thank you” mail.
         
 On the next day on the beach

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“I came here to admire the beauty of the nature. I was sitting in this same place idle. Even I can’t took her thoughts from my mind , because of her mail reply . I tried my level best to overcome her thoughts but I couldn’t”.
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          Suddenly a two his friend came. With her a surprise visit, Sivagami was standing behind.

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“Oh my god that was him. Why he was talking to her and pretending that he didn’t know me. Did really made a blender mistake”.
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          After a couple of minutes of their conversation his friend went off. Sivagami followed her. After a few step she stood for a moment. And she turned around and came to Vivek and started .

          “Isn’t it hard for you to pretend to her like not knowing her ?”  said Sivagami.

          “So you won’t? huh“

          “Of course I did, but don’t hurt me. I was already shattered”.

          “You think you are the only one?”

          She can’t hold it and she started walking away from him.        

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 “What in this world I can do to make him understand, why these boys know everything and not trying to show what I am intended to do? May be he is having a friendly or a stranger relationship with me? I think I was the one who took it seriously to next level?. But I can’t stop thinking of him ? God please do something”

 “What have I did ? I hurt her feelings. Just because she didn’t liked me as much I loved her. She thought myself as her friend. She was looking for my friendship but I expected love from her. How insane I was ? I hurt her solely because he didn’t loved me ? Oh God help her please”
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After a month she week a mail saying she wants to meeting him and it was urgent too. And vivek was rejoiced and went to the park.

She was in happy mood on contrary of what he saw a few weeks before. Vivek went before in front of her saying.

“Anything really important that you asked me to meet you ASAP”

“Yes really “

“9698***** this is my phone number and I need another help from you” said Sivagami.

Vivek was feeling like a heaven as he got her phone number. With lots of curiosity and saved her number in turn exchanged his number.

“What in this world I can help you with?”

“Nothing, Friend of mine is also got problems with her Microprocessor project “

Vivek was stunned and he took a deep breath and asked “One of your friend or many of your friends ?”

Sivagami with a silent voice said “I trust you more than anyone else. My boyfriend” which Vivek can barely hear.

But he grasped what she is trying to say and replied

          “I will do anything for you”

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Suddenly  Vivek got a call from his team mate saying that he needs to be office immediately for some serious issue.


“Thank you God  for your problem ? But this time it was a really serious problem ?  what I gonna do ? ” 

                 

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